我的世界只有黑與白

Tear up the photographs
But yesterday won’t let go
Every day, every day, every minute
Here comes the emptiness
Just can’t leave lonely alone
Every day, every day, hey hey
This second-chancin’s really getting me down
You give and taking everything I dreamed about
It’s time you let me know, let me know just let go

All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was a simple way to get over you
All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was an in-between to escape this desperate scene
Where every lie reveals the truth
Baby cause I all ever wanted
All I ever wanted was you

I’d rather walk alone
Don’t wanna chase you around
Every day, every day, every minute
I’d fall a thousand times
Before I let you drag me down
Every day, every day, hey hey
Your new beginning was a perfect ending
But I keep feeling
we’ve already been here before
It’s time you let me know, let me know just let go

All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was a simple way to get over you
All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was an in-between to escape this desperate scene
Where every lie reveals the truth
Baby cause I all ever wanted
All I ever wanted was you

Tell me with so many out there
Why I always turn to you
Your goodbyes tear me down every time
And it’s so easy to see that the blame is on me

All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was a simple way to get over you
All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was an in-between to escape this desperate scene

All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was a simple way to get over you
All I ever wanted, all I ever wanted
Was an in-between to escape this desperate scene
Where every lie reveals the truth
Baby cause I all ever wanted
All I ever wanted was you

不得不說，Love Actually算是這幾年內攝郎看過描寫愛最深刻的電影了，它不是只有描述男女間的愛情，卻還描述了親情、友情很多面向、很多層次的愛。在短短的兩個小時的片中，要塞進這麼多段的愛，真的是不容易，而每個故事之間看似毫無關連最後卻又緊密串連的關係，也讓人不得不稱讚導演跟編劇的高竿。Love Actually以聖誕節作為背景，自然故事必是皆大歡喜，這樣才能符合聖誕節的歡樂氣氛。當然，片中的故事還是有的有遺憾、有傷痕、有缺陷，但是最終的確是在聖誕節的歡樂氣氛中圓滿的結束。自然這片也成為攝郎每年聖誕節的必看影片之一。

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從沒想過連續劇的敘情會真實發生在自己身上
怎樣算是背叛？接吻可以當作證據嗎？
一切都是這麼的自然，只可惜照片中的男主角不是我
我不知道你會用甚麼理由解釋
只怪我太愛你，就算是不合理我也會幫妳合理化
但是事實的真相又是甚麼？
我又是甚麼？

當我知道的越多，就越覺得你表裡不一，什麼是真什麼是假，什麼是傳播的消息，什麼又是真實的感覺
當整個輪廓漸漸清晰，紙已被火燒出小破洞，從前的一切說詞，在現在聽起來都像是謊言
連一舉一動都變成圓滿這個騙局必經之路
縱然這些舉動曾經讓我好溫暖、好不可自拔
但是現在就像發現上帝可能不曾存在的傳教士，除了困惑還是困惑
一度信以為真的信仰，卻在一次無意間的交互驗證下而有了動搖
對於證實，我裹足不前
前進一步，或許會讓信仰破滅，世界崩解
原地踱步，就又擺脫不了揮之不去這動搖的信仰根基
想回頭，卻又已是不可逆的過程
或許哪天我不應該去知道
無知的籠罩在信仰的光環下，便是每一天都沒有猜忌揣測的日子
誰說無知不是一種幸福？
如果楚門不划船到世界的盡頭，日子永遠都是那麼被設定好的開心
就這樣…一輩子